Okay, so I said I would just perm it, but I was checking out "texturizers". I think I will just do that, you know? I'm TIRED of getting perms and disliking them. I'm tired of hoping and wishing for the day I can just wear my hair the way God intended!
So I'm done. I am really, seriously done with relaxers. Yeah, texturizer is still technically a mild relaxer, but I don't know what else to do.
I know like a month ago, I told myself "NO RELAXER! NO WAY!". I didn't have enough money to do exactly what I wanted to do (cutting myself some slack). I didn't know what I wanted to do. I just didn't want a relaxer and I was easily swayed. This time, I am saving my money. I'm going to work as much as I can (at both school and my job) and hopefully have at least $400 by the end of the school year.
I'll be back at home at that time and take down my weave (I never want to wear weave again! UGH!). Here's what I plan to do...
1. Protein Treatment (that costs what? 15 dollars?)
2. Deep condition
3. Diva Smooth
4. Flat Iron
#3 and #4 are going to be hard. I can probably do #3, but I'll just go to Walmart or someplace and pay them to flat iron my hair. This time, I will have the money and the will to follow my plan. And I will have no school to deal with, so my mom can't use that excuse against me. There should be nothing in my way.